The glitter of green stones drew me to the solitary display case.
The light bounced off the silver and glass. Amidst the jumble of holiday
shoppers, I made my way to the corner area reserved for fine jewelry and
gazed upon the bracelet, noticing the unique handiwork. The beaten
silver, fashioned in such a way as to resemble diamond chips, was
delightful. Seeing dozens of dark green emeralds, I knew this was a
one-of-a-kind treasure.
As I stared in wonder at the intricate piece, I remembered a promise my
husband had made. David had bought me a lovely gift four years before on
our honeymoon. He had selected an emerald green Austrian crystal and
seed pearl bracelet in honor of my May birthstone. As he fastened it on
my wrist, he lovingly said, "I promise you that soon I will buy you real
emeralds. Just wait." Though I loved the honeymoon gift, deep down I
looked forward to David’s promise.
Until that time however, I still delighted in wearing the delicate
creation. I wore it frequently, each time remembering the island
boutique. Whenever David saw the bracelet, he remembered his promise,
and would reassure me that the time was coming soon when he would keep it.
It became our habit over the years to look in every jewelry store
window as if searching for the Holy Grail. We wandered in and out of
countless shops, becoming discouraged when we realized the cost of the
promise was well beyond our means. I soon wavered in my belief that I
would ever own what David desired to give me. However David never lost
faith.
Now we were in the mall to during the last week before Christmas to buy
gifts for our children. Finances were tight; we had agreed there would
be no exchange of gifts between us. We had just completed one of the
most stressful years possible. With David’s diagnosis of Huntington's
Disease, our lives had forever changed. This terminal, neurological
disorder had pitched us into a panic, not to mention near bankruptcy.
I looked up from the case into David's eyes and saw love shining even
brighter than the stones. I could tell in his mind that nothing short
of this bracelet would satisfy his honeymoon promise, but I knew there
was no way we could possibly afford it. I tried to tell him but the
words died on my lips. He he'd had so many disappointments this year, I
didn’t have the heart to tell him the answer was no.
Thinking fast, I came up with a reason to decline what I knew was an
offer I could not accept. I have large wrists and normally bracelets
don’t fit. As the store clerk reverently lifted the object out of the
case, I knew it would be too small.
The silver and green made a colorful contrast against my brown skin. I
silently acknowledged how much I wanted this bracelet while hoping it
would not fit. As the clerk reached around my wrist and closed the
intricate clasp, my heart both plummeted and leapt. It fit! It was
perfect, yet I knew there was no way we could afford it. The unpaid
bills, with more looming in the future, had placed a vise around our
checkbook.
I glanced at my best friend and saw his shining smile burst forth.
This man, who had never hurt anyone, was now the victim of one of the
cruelest diseases known to man. His was a sentence with only one
verdict. Death. Untimely, slow and cruel death. My eyes brimmed with
tears as I realized we would not live out our dream of growing old
together. To David, this was not just one more bauble in an already
overcrowded jewelry box. Rather, this was his love displayed on my arm
for all the world to see. To David, a promise made was a promise kept.
I sadly realized that he might not have many more months or years to
keep his promise. Suddenly it became the most important covenant ever
made. Somehow I had to juggle the bills to let him have the honor of
keeping his promise.
"Do you like it?" he whispered. Hearing the hope in his voice, mingled
with seeing the love in his eyes, was something I am sure few women ever
have the privilege of experiencing. It was clear that David cherished
me. All he ever wanted, from the day we met, was to please me.
"Yes, honey, I love it." I answered. "It’s exactly what I want."
The clerk reached for my arm to remove the bracelet. I could not
believe this little object had worked its way into my heart so quickly.
"How much is it?" I finally asked. Slowly the man turned over the
little white tag. Two-hundred fifty dollars it read. Surely it was a
mistake! I had seen enough to know that price was only a fraction of
its worth.
The man began to extol the virtues of the item pointing out the one
hundred and eighty emeralds in a hand made Brazilian setting. But even
though two hundred fifty dollars was an incredible price, it might as
well have been $2,500.00, for all we could stretch our meager budget.
Without thinking I asked, "Would you take two hundred twenty-five
dollars, tax included?" I surprised myself at that question because
shops in malls do not normally bargain. He looked at me in surprise and
answered, "That will be fine."
Before he could change his mind I whipped out my credit card, all the
while watching as David beamed with pride. The man quickly handled the
transaction and we were on our way. Every few steps we would stop and
look at the bracelet. Before we reached the car, David said, "When I
get sicker and eventually die, you need to look at each emerald. Each
one will remind you of something special we’ve done. A trip we took, a
movie we saw, or a moment we shared. This will be your memory
bracelet." I began to cry. David's concern was not his own failing
health but for how I would handle life without him.
As we worked our way home in the bumper to bumper traffic in rush hour
Honolulu, I wondered just how we could pay for the bracelet. Oddly
enough I never really panicked, I was just somehow curious how it would
all work out. We talked as we travelled and every so often looked at
the miracle of the promise kept.
On the way into the house I grabbed the mail and began to open it as we
walked inside. Amidst the usual bills were two cards. I opened the
first which was from a church where I had sung several times that year.
It was a thank you note for my music ministry along with a gift. I was
speechless. I was looking at a check for two hundred dollars! I reached
for the second card and slit it open. Out fell two bills; a twenty and
a five. The card was simply signed, "A friend in Christ."
I looked up at David and we both began to laugh. I remembered how I
had felt the need to ask the clerk if he would take two hundred
twenty-five dollars, tax included. Even as we were in the mall, the
payment for David's promise was in the mailbox. God had already taken
care of every detail, including the twenty-five dollars plus tax.
It is just a piece of jewelry. Something I could have lived without.
But the memories attached to our time together have helped to make me
the woman I am today. The exquisite joy and the unspeakable grief of
this relationship have grown me in ways I could never have anticipated.
The promise David spoke on our honeymoon had been fulfilled. It was
only through God that we stopped at that shop on that day to find that
specific bracelet. The pastor of a small church, coupled with an
unknown friend, listened to God as they decided their holiday giving.
Before I was ever born, God made another promise. He promised me
eternal salvation. He promised He would be with me every step of the
way. All I had to do was ask. Just as God never stopped believing I
would claim that first promise, David never stopped believing in his
bracelet promise. When I wear my emeralds, I pull out memories I have
tucked away in my heart. I also remember David's faith and God’s
promises.
